Smokey's Take On It 0 Comments

Not much new to report.  Still searching I guess.

Iv’e always heard that admitting there’s a problem is the first step to changing it.  Not really sure I’ve done that yet, maybe I’ve just admitted that I need to admit the problem.  I guess I don’t know how to put words to it, even in my own head.

So basically I’m in my own way……again.

Everything is my fault.  I could blame a lot of things and a lot of people but at the end of the day you gotta take a hard look at yourself.   And you have to take ownership of your own life and all the shit that’s in it and all that’s not in it.

I don’t have what I want because I’m not going for it with all got.  I let myself get distracted by anything and everything that comes my way.  I cut the tree down, but the cat is still sitting there waiting for me the come get it.  In the meantime; I’m hunting squirrels, and all the holes keep getting deeper and darker.

So what now?  I have no clue.


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