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Not much new to report.  Still searching I guess.

Iv’e always heard that admitting there’s a problem is the first step to changing it.  Not really sure I’ve done that yet, maybe I’ve just admitted that I need to admit the problem.  I guess I don’t know how to put words to it, even in my own head.

So basically I’m in my own way……again.

Everything is my fault.  I could blame a lot of things and a lot of people but at the end of the day you gotta take a hard look at yourself.   And you have to take ownership of your own life and all the shit that’s in it and all that’s not in it.

I don’t have what I want because I’m not going for it with all got.  I let myself get distracted by anything and everything that comes my way.  I cut the … Read more

Smokey's Take On It 0 Comments

I’m done with this dumb ass dance. It’s time to start solving problems,  If I can’t climb the the tree,  its time for re-enforcements.  They say when life gives you lemons make lemonade.  If what you want is stuck up a tree, call a tree service and cut that mother down and get your damn cat.  Now,  how do I apply that to what I want ?………………….I’ll get back to you guys on that, Smokey’s got some heart searching to do now.  Time to make this happen.  Its 7-12 now, so I’m gonna sleep on it.… Read more

Smokey's Take On It 0 Comments

Sometimes life just has more to do than time to do it all in.  I don’t think that if I had the time to be here in the last two months that I’d would of been able to process any thoughts that I would of liked to put down.  Smokey’s Take On It is a blur lately,  like a race car zooming around a track at 200 MPH.  Day in and day out and then months are gone, then years.  Life is starting to feel to short these days to be flying by so quickly.  Its a bit depressing at this moment to think about….All the things to do (that don’t matter), things you want to (the ones that really matter but life never lets you do), changes you to make, the person you want to become but never seem to be.  It started this journey inside myself and I … Read more